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This is Angela

Kisah Satu :

'Tau la aku budak baru. I dont think I need that hoi-kau-sapa-hah punya staring kot. Common la orang pindah sekolah. Even, Bella Swan in Twilight pon selalu je pindah pindah sekolah. Not fair ! Hmm. Itsokai la. I will try my best la to fit in this super-awkward environment. Sabar sabar Angela, SPM lagi 7 bulan jaa. After that, kau boleh cau cin cau. But, before that, just being nice and pleased la mereka tuu. Mereka kann ala ala Gossip Girls kat sekola ni. Better baik baik dengan mereka'

Kisah Dua :

'Eh, pelik la deskmate aku ni. Suka marah tiba tiba. I did nothing kot. *Tipulaa did nothing. I did something, but it just a small thing. Aku tertumpah kan air milo vico aku on her EE assignment. Ya Allah, aku print balik semua kot. But, she still tweet about me *unmention la kan. But I know its me! Sabar sabar Angela, SPM lagi 7 bulan jaa. After that, kau boleh cau cin cau. But, before that, just being nice and pleased la dia tuu. Dia kann ala ala Edward Cullen kat sekola ni. Better baik baik dengan dia'

Kisah Tiga :

'Cikggguuu oh please accept me ! I want to be in the Kelab Mengumpul Setem di sekolah. Thats all I asked for. Why is it so hard? Siap ada audition vocal *duhh?? Ok ok. There are still 3 empty seats. I hope that, I have chance to enter this superB club. Sabar sabar Angela, SPM lagi 7 bulan jaa. After that, kau boleh cau cin cau. But, before that, just being nice and pleased la teacher tuu. Club kann ala ala Glee Club kat sekolah ni. Better baik baik dengan teacher'

After 3 months :

'Ya Allah stress nya pergi sekola everyday. I need to pleased si kumpulan Gossip Girls tuu, yang memang suka cari gaduh. Then, my Edward Cullen- deskmate, yang masih ungkit ungkit hal lama. And even my own Glee-liked Club Setem- teacher. Im being a hypocrite all day long. Being a plastic ! Seriously, Im tired of all this drama. O Allah, only if you know my sakit di hati ini' 

**Psst Angela, Awak kate 'only if you know' kat Allah ?

" Dia mengetahui segala yang ada di langit dan di bumi dan Dia mengetahui segala yang kamu rahsiakan serta yang kamu zahirkan dan Allah sentiasa mengetahui segala (isi hati) yang terkandung di dalam dada " (64 :4)

Indeed, He knows you better, Angela ;)

 Hehe, baru nak masuk topic **

Itu lah kisah hidup Angela. Well, actually we are all Angela. We are being too obsessed with people. Pleasing, begging even  bribing them. Memang tak salah nak pleased kawan sepejabat kita, well, we need to love our friend as we love ourselves kann (Hadith riwayat Anas bin Malik). But, are we capable of doing that ? are we wiling enough to do that ? Pening pala nak layan semua hati until at one point, kita yang rasa being used, being betrayed and rasa macam punah hati and finally, GIVING UP !

Eh kawan, dont worry man :) Allah is very baik laa. He knows our capabilities, kudrat. Dia kot cipta kitaa. Ingat tak hadith ni ;

"Barangsiapa yang Allah beri petunjuk, maka tidak ada yang dapat menyesatkannya, dan barangsiapa yang Allah sesatkan, maka tidak ada yang dapat memberinya petunjuk"

This hadith is very simple, intipatinya, Allah jualah yang control every isi hati. Kata mudah nya, Allah lah yang pegang hati manusiaa. So, kawan kawan. Jangan runsing jangan garu garu kepala lagi, fikir, apaalagi teknik mengorat I boleh kasik kat dia ni ehh. Ngorat Allah jee, yang lain Dia kasi settle keh. He is the one on top kot. 

Secara analogy nyaa,
kau buat baik dengan Mr President, Barrack Obama.
Gerenti kau dan negara kau selamat.
Well,  dia world order kot!
*Just sayingg ~

In sya Allah, tamat lah kite merungkai quote semalam yep. Alhamdulillah. But, Im very open to any comments or other pandangan *diversity kot! So, feel free to comment :)

  

The Qoute:)

Till here, Jazakillah :) The good is from Allah and the bad one is due to my own weaknesses. Tenks to those who is inspired me with this quote, Liyana Osman:) who is helping me searching for a hadith, Aqila R Shamsi :) who is teman-ing me till larut malam, Zahirah A Hasan :) who is like walking dictionary to me, Fatihah Ahmad:) hehe

This story, tiada kene mengena dengan sesiapa. Harap Maklum. Maaf jika terasa.

Alhamdulillah :)